Our Story

A journey from betrayal to forgiveness, from brokenness to restoration, from shame to unshakeable dignity.

Hear Their Story

Watch Trina and James share their powerful testimony of betrayal, forgiveness, and restoration

"When you choose forgiveness despite the pain, God can turn your deepest wounds into your greatest testimony."

The Legacy of Leopard Pajamas

When Trina Titus Lozano's mother passed away, she left behind more than memories—she left a pair of leopard pajamas and a powerful legacy. Her mother's favorite verse, Proverbs 31:25, became the foundation of everything that followed: "She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come."

Those leopard pajamas represented something profound—the choice to clothe yourself with strength and dignity, even in your most vulnerable moments. Even when the world around you is falling apart. Even when you're facing the unthinkable.

Little did Trina know that she would soon need that strength more than ever before.

"Don't ever take a day for granted...I have intentionally worked to make every day special. Not for me... If you live for the partner God gives you...it is something to really be treasured and cared for every single day." — Devi

When Everything Shattered

After nineteen years of marriage, Trina's world came crashing down. The late nights, the distance, the excuses—it all culminated in a devastating revelation that would test everything she believed about love, marriage, and forgiveness.

On April Fool's Day, when she finally confronted her husband James about his pattern of coming home in the early morning hours, the truth emerged. The betrayal was real. The pain was unbearable. The marriage she had built her life around seemed irreparably broken.

In that moment, Trina had a choice: become a victim of her circumstances, or remember who she truly was—a daughter of the King, clothed in strength and dignity.

The Path to Forgiveness

Forgiveness wasn't a single moment—it was a daily choice. Through seven years in the wilderness, Trina and James fought for their marriage. She chose to extend grace even when it hurt. He chose to walk the long road of restoration even when shame threatened to consume him.

Their story isn't one of perfection—it's one of redemption. It's about a God who specializes in bringing beauty from ashes, who writes redemption chapters in the most broken marriages, and who proves that no betrayal is beyond His healing power.

"True forgiveness is a daily choice that leads to freedom and abundant life."

Leopard Pajamas Book

The Book

Leopard Pajamas: My Journey to Forgiveness and Unshakeable Dignity is Trina's raw, vulnerable account of betrayal, forgiveness, and restoration. With biblical wisdom and honest storytelling, she shares the intimate details of her journey so that others can find hope in their darkest moments.

Whether you're healing from an affair, seeking to prevent one, or simply need encouragement to choose forgiveness in any area of life, this book offers practical help and real hope.

Rave Reviews

What People Are Saying About Leopard Pajamas...

"Trina Titus Lozano's heartfelt journey of forgiveness and restoration is a powerful testament to God's redeeming grace. Leopard Pajamas is a must-read for any woman seeking hope and healing in the midst of betrayal and brokenness. With biblical wisdom and raw vulnerability, Trina reminds us that true forgiveness is a daily choice that leads to freedom and abundant life."

Carol Kent

Executive Director of Speak Up Ministries and Author of He Holds My Hand: Experiencing God's Presence and Protection

"Leopard Pajamas is a must-read for every marriage. Trina and her husband, James, generously share the intimate details of their story so others can encounter a majestic God who forgives, restores, and brings beauty from ashes. Whether healing from an affair or seeking to prevent one, readers will find practical help and real hope for a thriving marriage and life."

Susan Thomas

M.Ed., LPC, Co-founder of Keystone Church

"From a heartbreakingly tender introduction to the final chapter, this story of love—the raw, gritty, and embattled kind—will leave you breathless. No matter the state of your marriage when you begin this book, it will be transformed for the better by the end. James and Trina's hard-won, victorious story of love and forgiveness will have its way with your heart. And for this, dear reader, you will find yourself forever grateful."

Andi C. Bull

Author of When Your Protectors Didn't

"Trina's gripping memoir Leopard Pajamas shows us that forgiveness isn't a feeling—it's a choice made in obedience to God, trusting Him to heal our hearts and align our emotions. Trina transforms personal devastation into practical roadmaps for healing. She doesn't promise every marriage will survive, but instead offers something precious: you'll emerge stronger regardless of your story's ending. This memoir shows anyone navigating betrayal or profound disappointment how to find beauty in brokenness and strength in storms."

Dr. Victorya Rogers

Life Coach, Editor, and Author of Finding a Man Worth Keeping

"As I read Leopard Pajamas I cried, I laughed, and I learned. In fact, I could not put it down. Having known Trina and her family for many years, I am amazed by the honesty and vulnerability with which she shares her story and healing. The humility and openness she and James share are a gift to anyone who wants to have a good marriage. There are so many gems of wisdom in this book, and I highly recommend it to anyone serious about having an honest and loving relationship. This book teaches how to grow in grace and freedom, how to forgive, and how to have a godly perspective when handling the challenges of marriage. I believe it will help hundreds of people, and I am excited to use this book as a resource for building solid, strong marriages."

Jan Lane

Co-Author of Strong Women and the Men Who Love Them

"I have known Trina for many years, and she truly lives her message. Full of scriptural truths that will transform your life, timeless principles of forgiveness, and storytelling you will never forget, Leopard Pajamas is a journey, not a destination. Each page will challenge you to live the message of Jesus Christ in a way that draws people to Him and greatly improves your relationships. This book is a treasure. You'll never see leopard print the same!"

Jennifer Strickland

Founder of U R More and Author of I Am a Woman, Girl Perfect, and Beautiful Lies

"Trina is my sister in heart—vibrant, joyful, and uniquely carrying her parents' legacy. Where her mother Devi lifted us with elegant wisdom and gracious strength, Trina teaches the same truths through warmth and disarming joy. Two generations, two expressions, one timeless legacy. When I heard Trina and James share their testimony, I was stunned. At our Women Before the Throne Conference in Brazil, their story awakened hope in hearts long silent, offering real redemption for broken homes. The way the Titus family embraced restoration—with biblical grace and unwavering love—taught us as much as the testimony itself. Today, seeing their unified family flourishing with children and grandchildren, you'd never imagine the storm they endured. Their vulnerability no longer exposes brokenness but reveals redemption. This book carries that same healing grace. After reading her story, I, too, will find leopard pajamas and remember strength in storms."

Ana Paula Valadão Bessa

Before the Throne Ministries, Diante do Trono, Brazil

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