A journey from betrayal to forgiveness, from brokenness to restoration, from shame to unshakeable dignity.
Watch Trina and James share their powerful testimony of betrayal, forgiveness, and restoration
"When you choose forgiveness despite the pain, God can turn your deepest wounds into your greatest testimony."
When Trina Titus Lozano's mother passed away, she left behind more than memories—she left a pair of leopard pajamas and a powerful legacy. Her mother's favorite verse, Proverbs 31:25, became the foundation of everything that followed: "She is clothed with strength and dignity; she can laugh at the days to come."
Those leopard pajamas represented something profound—the choice to clothe yourself with strength and dignity, even in your most vulnerable moments. Even when the world around you is falling apart. Even when you're facing the unthinkable.
Little did Trina know that she would soon need that strength more than ever before.
"Don't ever take a day for granted...I have intentionally worked to make every day special. Not for me... If you live for the partner God gives you...it is something to really be treasured and cared for every single day." — Devi
After nineteen years of marriage, Trina's world came crashing down. The late nights, the distance, the excuses—it all culminated in a devastating revelation that would test everything she believed about love, marriage, and forgiveness.
On April Fool's Day, when she finally confronted her husband James about his pattern of coming home in the early morning hours, the truth emerged. The betrayal was real. The pain was unbearable. The marriage she had built her life around seemed irreparably broken.
In that moment, Trina had a choice: become a victim of her circumstances, or remember who she truly was—a daughter of the King, clothed in strength and dignity.
Forgiveness wasn't a single moment—it was a daily choice. Through seven years in the wilderness, Trina and James fought for their marriage. She chose to extend grace even when it hurt. He chose to walk the long road of restoration even when shame threatened to consume him.
Their story isn't one of perfection—it's one of redemption. It's about a God who specializes in bringing beauty from ashes, who writes redemption chapters in the most broken marriages, and who proves that no betrayal is beyond His healing power.
"True forgiveness is a daily choice that leads to freedom and abundant life."

Leopard Pajamas: My Journey to Forgiveness and Unshakeable Dignity is Trina's raw, vulnerable account of betrayal, forgiveness, and restoration. With biblical wisdom and honest storytelling, she shares the intimate details of her journey so that others can find hope in their darkest moments.
Whether you're healing from an affair, seeking to prevent one, or simply need encouragement to choose forgiveness in any area of life, this book offers practical help and real hope.
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